Complete Utter Madman
-he will probably survive
My son, he will probably survive.
Well you bet he will, he might be insecure and confused like shit but bet again he will.
You fucking left him on his own and let him to live all the misjudgements and misunderstandings on his own.
-Leaving him with no pride, no girl or whatsofuckingever he likes.
So now, when you try to do a monologue with me, and reasure yourself from all the right guessed mistakes you've done raising him, think again
-he probably will.
Well there goes my justification of being a suckficient parent.
-But meanwhile addison street was never empty. I came out for a cig and to hear some couple of conversation fragments to think about. But there goes the stuff i hear
And here we are with empty silence. Ooh i hear something
Nope, too noisy.
Well I will leave you guys with what I hear then:
She got yellow crocs(beware:advertisement), that's awesome
So the fact that I am outside for 10minutes and all I clearly hear is a guy commenting on my slippers just reminds me of my cognitive biases. Is that selective perception or what?
Well maybe not.
Uh I tried.
So birds are singing sun is shining and I'm outside again with all the thoughts in my head. My neighbourhoud has embraced me as the girl who constantly smokes outside of her house.
They get it tho it's because I'm turkish. Auto correct just assumed that I was gonna continue with turkish in the sentence above and suggested me that. Weird. Would you like it if I suggest American for you Apple?
Or like the other day I was thinking about American Apparel. Guys that name is so weird!! How would that sound if we had a Turkish Apparel or a Chinese Apparel. Repeate these over and over again and you will get how weird it gets.
But I guess American Apparel is like "band-aid" in a way. We just use the brands' name to describe plaster. Weird riggght,
W e i r d
Exceptional bullshit.! My language got so much worse because I've found the freedom of cursing. It is a very relieving act in fact. And I find it sincere.
Like when the time I told a guy he was an asshole because he thinks he gets the right to comment on my life not having any idea what I 've gone through. no sir. No one has a right to do that to anyone. Wrong track
I always wanted to be a color in halloween. Like blue maybe.
I figured out what I am for halloween,
A big chunk of mess
With some blonde hair going on